Why me?

I know why me. Cause I let it happen. I let people take advantage of me. You know why? Because at the end of the day I would rather help someone that may not actually need it, than refuse help to someone who might. That's what lets me sleep at night. And really, that's what makes me me. And before anyone else gets all righteously angry on my part, I WANT to. What I don't want is people to get angry on my behalf & make me feel terrible. Cause I am not going to stop. I know its a choice for everyone & I don't think everyone should be like me. God forbid, cause this life would get boring. I'm not saying being taken advantage of is a good thing. I'm just saying it works for me. And that is a choice, decision, whatever that I ask respect for.